I am doing something what I always wanted to do. I am television Journalist. I produce shows. I like what I am doing in fact I love it. However, the fact is how long can you keep on doing it? You cannot keep doing it everyday, every moment of your life. Finally, at one point of your life you realize that your day, your life, all the seconds that you are living revolves around that… your job! It might sound good to few of you who are reading this… but then when you are the one who is caught in the tornado it is not too great a situation.
Working in a television channel has its own merits and demerits. Merits are few. I realized it after working with this medium for two years now! You cannot take offs just like that! Because if you are working on something, you are the indispensable one to the institution and only if you are dead or you do not, need any money to survive you can take off and QUIT. Then you have the tag of a loser on you! “Oh that’s the person who could not take the television pressure and quit!
That is not all!
All this frustration and continuous rambling is a result of the recent misery I underwent. Do not want to mention that incident here. Not a very pleasant story that will be too narrate neither my readers will be too happy to listen to it! The point here is maybe I am a bit depressed due to the same. So maybe I am just on a trip where everything is frustrating! Nevertheless, I am still hopeful. I know time is going to get better. New Year is just round the corner. Old wears away and new thrives! Ooowwwcchhh that is not how it sounded in my head! Anyway!
J
At least I am smiling now! Writing always helps me. They are so much better than the unwanted crowd that surrounds you and refuses to leave!
Hmm… so maybe the New Year with all its newness, new days, new moments, new seasons, new surprises, new people, and new opportunities will be a pleasant change from what it is now, because however great I feel after writing this piece I still need some change! I am a bit bright now from what I was since morning. I am still hopeful! I like the feeling. I am ready to take up challenges again. I do not care what happened yesterday. I do not care what I did yesterday. I am going to focus on the present. In fact, I will not focus at all maybe. I do not want to. I want to take it all easy, nice, and just let things the way they are! Let them flow like an unstoppable brook and maybe I will just be standing on the edge watching as a curious onlooker. Then after a while when I am ready plunge in and take control of whatever happens next!
On that positive and DEV note…. Ciao and see ya all readers in the pleasant new year! I am happy and wish the same for all of you!
